Do you ever have those weeks where everything seems to be falling on your shoulders? A down week where you just want to crawl in your bed and hide under the covers for a few days? Im so there! With the move and transition on Sophia her sleep schedule is wack! Like skipping nap sleeping like 6 hours at night and being a crazy toddler all day on nearly no sleep. She has hit this rough spot where she feels the need to test me all day. Doing things she has known are a no-no for a long time like hitting momma & daddy,climbing on furniture and trying to jump off, breaking,ripping,and destroying everything in her path like a level four hurricane. The worst part is I will tell her that its naughty and not something we do then she will watch for me to look at her and do it again or yell "maaaaaa" and do it and laugh at me like she is mocking me. Im totally not happy with this stage and hoping its just a bad case of the crazies with the moving and adjusting back to life here in Florida. Sophia isn't even half the stress im feeling I feel overwhelmed by bills and moving and pay changes for Aj and Im feeling like a chicken running with its head cut off! Like when is it or turn to have something good happen to us and make life a little easier? When is our turn to get a little help so my husband doesn't have to work so hard and we don't have to worry about what money is in the bank and what extra expense will we have this month? I know life isn't easy and most people don't get things handed to them and trust me my husband and I have worked so hard the past five years to have what we have now but a little help from left field would be nice a little pick-me-up. I guess its just one of those weeks were im in a boo hoo mood and am wallowing in my own self pity which never happens often! Im such a grateful person I know how terribly hard life can be and how blessed I am to have the life I have now but sometimes I wish it would just come with a little more ease.
Okay pity party over time to kick myself in the butt and stop moping around and start enjoy my beautiful child and amazing husband and stop worrying about what tomorrow may or may not bring.